In the end I sit trying not to cry and ask in air
to be the girl with the accessories is not fucking easy ..
It's not fun to be taken for what you look like or have.
To hear "damn your breasts are fine" is not flattering, but to hear "your eyes are beautiful" it is flattering and warm words.
Some things are fun to hear sometimes but not every day ..
some things are wonderful to hear .. those things are ame too little.
To hear things so much so it goes out of control ..
it begins to press down one .. it becomes even sore point which is exactly how you reach it.
Just keep pushing ..
In the end I sit trying not to cry and ask in air 'why you got it all want? "
It is not easy but I have to live with it.
Take me for who I am not for how I look or what I have.
If you do not, you might as well benefit.
Does not take crap.
